Ruchelle, Eeyore, and Rabbit.......

18 days to xmas!!

2011-11-06T22:25:00.000-08:00

currently playing ; the christmas song - justin bieber ;D
hey everyone!!!

haven't seen u all in ages;D how are ya bythewayy? well, this is my senior-year in my school.. well, am looking for IB schools around jakarta, any suggestions?

AND YEAAAAH it's november already!!!! i can't wait for x-mas tho ;p

well thank God i get through those tough years :D:D:D but yeah my scores aren't good enough.. but still, I'M SO GRATEFUL!!!

"Chestnuts roasting on an open fire,
Jack Frost nipping on your nose,
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir,
And folks dressed up like Eskimos.

Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe,
Help to make the season bright.
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow,
Will find it hard to sleep tonight."

GOTCHA

2011-09-30T06:59:00.000-07:00

NO! I didn't even make my hair short. (If I did, I would've killed myself) I made my hair look more like 'V' at the back. Well, been thinking to cut my hair like that. What do you think?

what a life..

2011-08-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

No one needs me. Yea. Exactly, no one needs me. I'm only a fat girl who doesn't even have a talent. My math scores suck, my science also, my social studies too.. well, I'm not worth to breath. I'm like the laziest person alive, everyone keeps on judging me. My (ex) best friends left me alone. My parents love to compare me to someone else. I hate being me. Why do I have to be myself? I want to be just like them. I want to be as smart as them, as diligent as them, as beautiful as them. Oh God, why don't you answer my prayers? I know You'll always give me the best, but why do I have them? The ones who bring me down, who push me hard. I need You, I need Your wise advances, I need You to heal me, I need You to change me to be a better person. I need You, capital J-E-S-U-S.

Untuk Kamu, Orang Yang Slama Ini Bikin Aku Kesemsem

2011-07-02T09:46:00.000-07:00

Untuk kamu,
Orang yang slama ini bikin aku kesemsem.

Hai. Aku kesel deh sama aku, iya sama kamu. Cowo yang bikin aku nunggu 3 tahun ini, cowo yang bikin aku pengen jambak laptop pas liat kamu ngerubah bio twitter kamu jadi : @.....'s. Kamu tau gak, dalam 3 tahun ini kamu tuh udah punya berpuluh-puluh pacar sementara aku jomblo ngenes kayak pocong. Nungguin kamu buat nyapa aku. Nyapa aku aja.

Kamu tau gak? Dulu aku slalu nangis kalo denger lagu yellownya coldplay. Aduuuhhh ababil bgt deh, tapi gak stuju juga sih kalo dibilang ababil, cintaku sama kamu gk labil kok hahaahah. Kamu tau gak sih? Tiap hari tuh aku liatin profile twitter kamu, mau liat kamu nge tweet apa, aku juga ngeliatin contact kamu mulu di bbm. Berharap suatu saat ada biru2 tebel-tebel gitu yang berarti kamu nyapa aku. HEHEHEH^o^

Kamu inget gak apa panggilan aku untuk kamu pertama kali? Inget waktu kamu nyuruh aku sms kamu? Nomornya sampe sekarang masih aku save loh di HP mamaku :D Kaget? Hahahah.. Walaupun aku tau kamu udah ganti nomor, tapi yaaaa kenangan 3 tahun yang lalu lah. Kenangan ngobrol sama kamu, kenangan di curhatin sama kamu. Kamu tau gak sih rasanya waktu akhir-akhir ini kamu curhat sama kamu? Gila men!!! Walaupun sakit hati kayak ditendang monster terus hanyut ke sungai dimakan ikan paus abis itu mendarat di pulau terpencil di Afrika, rasanya tetep nyenengin, karna kamu chat sama aku, dan kamu masih percaya sama aku.

Kamu tau gak sih rasanya kaya aku gimana? Nano-nano gitu deh. Manis waktu kamu sapa, asem waktu liat kamu pacaran, asin kalo tau kamu suka sama orang lain huhuhuhuhu. Coba aku bisa oprasi plastik kaya Kristen Stewart, pasti kamu langsung ngejar-ngejar aku deh. Kalo disuruh milih antara kamu sama Robert Pattinson, aku pasti bakal milih kamu kok (yakaliiii Robert Patinson mau sama gue-_-) Kamu tau gak sih? Tiap hari aku bikin lope lope letter gituuu dulu untuk kamyuuu. Aku pikir gak selama ini tapi ya Tuhan berkehendak lain -_- ujung-ujungnya juga kamu. Kamyu. Kamyu. Kamyu. Haduuuh, bisa gak sih kamu stop gentayangan di otakku yang kecil ini?

Kalo bisa aja, aku pengen banget deh sehari nuker diri jadi cewe yang kamu suka. Rasain gimana di bbm kamu, di telfon kamu, di peluk kamu, di......................... ya banyak deh! Sehari aja. Supaya tu cewe bisa ngerasain gimana sehari jadi aku, yang nangis mulu, yang patah hati dalam waktu 3 tahun, supaya dia nggak nyia-nyiain kamu nantinya.

Makasih ya udah gentayangan kaya hantu di otak kamu, makasih udah jalan-jalan di darahku dan makasih udah masuk ke sel-sel aku.

Dari orang desperate.

2011-04-11T09:08:00.000-07:00

JJJJJAAAAAAYYYYY CHHHHHOUUUU!!!

me love youuuu so fucking fricking flipping much and ur new album ; "the era"

I voted for Jay Chou in the 2011 @TIME 100 poll. Cast your vote http://ti.me/eWNDYA #TIME100

NO ONE WILL EVERRRRR EVERRRRRR REPLACE YOU

wo ai ni, oxoxo<3

2011-03-23T22:20:00.000-07:00

A THING I'D LYK TO DO RYT THS SECOND IS.....

PUNCH HER straight IN THE FACE AND SAY
"IM WAYYYY BETTER THAN YOU FOR HIM!"

blablabla.....

2010-12-25T12:06:00.000-08:00

i know it's a day too late (this is 3 : 06 AM, btw) but still, MERRY CHRISTMAS FOR THOSE WHO STAND THEIR LIFE FOR JESUS CHRIST. May the joy of christmas brings you peace. Jesus bless you!

well, i have my wishes for santa this year..

the first thing is, i hope i could be more close to God,

and the second thing - fifth thing, i want to be blessed, i want all i want,

and "maybe" the last thing, i want you.

by the way, ive got a lovestruck with bambang pamungkas these dayss!!

he's a footballer of indonesia's national team,

DEAR JESUS, SANTA, DEERS, AND EVERYBODY. PLSPLSPLS LET ME GO WATCH THE FINALE OF AFF, DECEMBER 29! PLSPLSPLS I JUST WANT TO WATCH BAMBANG PAMUNGKAS, I'M TERRIBLY IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!

this is a picture of him!!!

alright, i gotta go

bye everyone,

have a wonderful christmas-holiday-season!

haters?

2010-11-15T02:24:00.000-08:00

Dear readers,
Everyone has problems, enemies or troubles in our life.
Dan itu bahkan bikin kita sedih, merasa bersalah dan slalu ngeblame diri kita sendiri.
Dan buat semua org2 yg benci kita, musuh2 kita rasanya marah bgt,
Tp inget, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you like wht the holy bible said.

Walaupun rasanya berat, we do have to try to love our enemies. Jesus always teaches us to love :)

Goodluck,
Ruchelle!!

2010-11-11T03:23:00.000-08:00

dear bloggy, i got smth to share. someone torn my heart into pieces, i love him and he lied to me. he is such a jerk. why aren't jerk gone?

2010-10-29T18:42:00.001-07:00

dear God,
i'm in trouble big. :(

how cool my Jesus is :P

2010-10-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

my wishes.

2010-10-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

i'll be wearing that white coat someday, thanking God of everything, on the cover of forbes magazine and my biography will be on the new york times. he'll marry me and the one who smiles for me when i'm awake. my mom and my dad will be proud of me, i'll be invited to oprah winfrey's show, and screaming out loud : THANK GOD, YOU'D GIVEN ME ALL THESE THINGS INCLUDING YOU *smile at him*

2010-09-29T04:57:00.001-07:00

Don't blame others without blaming your mistakes first.

IF I WERE COMPUTER, I WILL PRESS THE "F5 BUTTON" TO REFRESH MY LIFE.

2010-09-27T04:21:00.000-07:00

I'M TIRED! i hv to school till' 03:30 pm, then hving OSIS meeting till' 04:00 pm and practicing drama florante at laura till' 05:00pm (included week tests, quizzes, home works)

PRESS IT FOR ME, pls.

mary-kate and ashley olsen

2010-09-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

2010-09-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

What Would Jesus Do?

for you

2010-09-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

"A hypocrite despises those whom he deceives, but has no respect for herself. She would make a dupe of herself too, if she could." -William Hazlitt

dear you,
you're my best friend. i love you soo much. but.....why do you do this for me?
why are you becoming hypocrite? i was trying to withhold my emotion. i was trying to calm. and you were so annoying, you always ruin my day. i just can't fight this feeling anymore.

thanks for being my (ex)best-est friend,
dear ms. NE.

thank Lord, i'm a christian.

2010-09-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

What is your religion?

My God gives me:

everything is getting worse

2010-09-20T05:51:00.000-07:00

hey you, the one who wears white jacket. i'm waiting for you all day long here.
i'm such an idiot who begs for your love, i'm such an idiot who thinks of you before i sleep.

may i try to be honest? i'm deeply in love with you, mr. tuna salad♥♥♥

1 Corinthians 13:4

2010-09-18T13:16:00.000-07:00

Jesus taught me to love

Hmm..?

2010-09-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

the biggest inspiration of mine, kate moss.

2010-09-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

2010-09-17T07:04:00.001-07:00

"how can i move on, when i've been in love with you" - the man who can't be moved - the script.

God has plans :)

2010-08-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

"He has made everything right in its time; but he has made their hearts without knowledge, so that man is unable to see the works of God. From the first, to the last" -- Ecclesiastes 3:11

Dear daddy, King of Kings, Lord.
I want to share my story here. Everything is getting worst.
And sometimes, i do want to ask You that question :

"DID YOU HEAR MY PRAYER? EVEN JUST FOR A WHILE? OR YOU LEAVE IT AND EVEN DON'T CARE ABOUT IT. ARE YOU THERE? ABOVE THE SKY?"

But my daddy remind me, DEVILS are trying to disturbing me. Yup, they love to do it. But i know, i have my God named JESUS CHRIST which is King of Kings. He helped me to kill that mind and whisper in my ears:

"Just wait and see. Everything will be good at the good times."

I got so many troubles, I lost my phone at Bali. My mum just told me that my macbook can't be fix. My scores is bad. I won't go anywhere this holiday. I never get lucky in love. I haven't do my gateway project. I have to school tomorrow. I LOST MY BESTEST FRIEND, NAMED DOMINIC. HE MOVED TO NORWAY FOR 2 YEARS!. And anything else.

But we don't know what will happen next.
God has his best plans, my God won't give me poisonous snakes to all who wish for breads.

God,
At least now I know, You ALWAYS hear my prayer:)

Love you daddy,
:*:*:*

2010-08-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

HEYYYYY GURLS, WE'RE BACK BRING YOU A BUNCH OF STORIES!

"Thanks for noticin'" - Eeyore ;;p!

Lie.

2010-08-24T20:19:00.000-07:00

lie; an intentionally false statement.

Can you imagine when your best friend slandered you at back?

Tlking bout' fact, i'm one of those million girls who WILL NOT care what are people tlking bout.

But friendship, is actually the REASON why do i care abt it.

My best(est) girl slandered me at back. She used to. She told a hundred lie to my friends. WTTFF? Am i not a good friend? If i'm PLS TELL ME, DON'T SLANDERED ME.

"A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on." - Winston Churchill

:'(

2010-08-12T01:09:00.000-07:00

I'VE BEEN MISSIN' MY DANGERS!

(-Tasya)

esp. dominic!

HEY DODOMDODOLIBRET,

hows norway? imy :(

RANDOM! :D

2010-08-11T21:56:00.001-07:00

Hey folks,

Yes. I do miss blogging so much. I kinda busy this year.

I'M FLIPPIN' MISSIN' 2009 so....much!

I'm wearing braces now. Kinda weird, huh?

Anyways, I miss christmas so much. Their cute trees, light, santa, and so much more!

Fortunately, it's 4 months to go :D

LOVELIFE was so bad. I cant find anyone else after 'an accident' on may 19'10. Knowin' that he had another girl, OR EVEN other girl(s).

"How can I move on when I've been in love with you?"

IDON'TREALLYCARE about stuff called "love" yeah, i'm a kid and i'm growing up!

FOCUS ON MY STUDY, FRIENDS, FAMILY. and the most important thing, Jesus Christ xxx :*

"Never give up, never give in, and when the upper hand is ours, may we have the ability to handle the win with the dignity that we absorbed the loss."

Alrite shawties,

May Jesus Bless you on the-next-christmas

xxx,

a christmas lover, Jesus's daughter, a heart-breaker! :D

JAPAN! :p

2010-07-08T13:07:00.000-07:00

had fun with cacha, tasya, sila, ka bonita, ka sara, deszan, ka nabila, ka iput&pacar, alvina, dhita, agustine, annisa, regita, devin, bima, ka dewi, ka christy, arthur, samuel, mr. josh, ma'am rini. :D

Well........

2010-06-10T10:30:00.000-07:00

Quietly walk.....

too sad.

Well, today is the last day with my 7danger.

it doesnt as hurt as another classes feel. we would be together for our next two years

But....

Dominic will move to norway this july,

Wulan will move to regular class,

and 8danger will be together without our homeroom.....Zhaga:D

it's been a year, months, weeks, days.

i love them. well, they're my second family.

THEY ARE MY DANGER!

MY THUNDER.

MY FAMILY.

i'm officially yours :p

dear Lord..

2010-06-09T09:51:00.000-07:00

dear Lord,
why me?
its hard..too hard..too heavy.

i lost my phone at my own home,
i lost him by tell my friends that i love him,
i lost everything.

i thank You of everything that You'd given to me,
whatever it was,
i'm still thanking You.

i'm not that strong,
but i trust You a lot.

dear Lord,
king of everything.........
i love You,
please....answer my prayer,

<3,
Your child! (:

random

2010-06-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

Greetings!
First of all apologize me of long time no post. Well, I do miss blogging.
But my macbook's keyboard is error, well I can't using "@", "w", "s", "q" and 2 on my macbook"s keyboard, then how can I type my e-mail?

Secondly, too many problems to solve. Love life blablabla.
WHO CARES?

FYI, now I'm posting on my blackberry HAHA. Anw, I have my exams week. From wednesday ma 26 - friday june 4 I'm having my final exams :O I got physics today and hoping there is no remedial(:

This summer, (june 20) I will go to japan with ma bitches : sila, tasya and dhita. Poor us, without dominic :(

How about your next summer holiday?

:p,
Ruchelle

I need you.

2010-05-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

I NEED YOU MORE THAN A LEMON TEA NEEDS LEMON

i need you more than i need the air for breathing.

i need you more than puppy needs it mum.

i need you more than you need me.

i need you more than i need my life.

Mine

2010-04-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

One word : Kangen.

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For God' sake, I'm missing you all, gals! (:

Jadi, these photos itu waktu kita lagi di rumah Rachel, di kemang. Sama Rara & Sila. Pertama-tama gw lagi mainin pelampung eh jatoh -_- terus gw narik si Rara, JATOH JUGA HAHAHAHHA! nah kan kita kan kesel gt ya jatoh sendirian gt, akhirnya kita narik sila. EH JATOH DIA WQWQ. sasaran terakhir ---> Rachel eh dia malah ngantongin hp rara, si sila ambil hp rara terus dia di jatohin dehh ahahhaha

Itu kapan ya? pas awal2 masuk sekolah itu. Sumpah demi apapun,

GW KANGEN! dan itu seru bgt, plg2 kita hair dry er in gt -,- hauhauaha. dan yang paling sedih, kita janji mau berenang minggu depannya. dan itu gk jadi. :(

Dulu kita bikin2 nama gt

Ruchelle (gw) --> UCEL

Rara --> Sara

Silla --> Inda

Rachel --> Ichen

dan sampe sekarang banyak yang manggil dia ichen :')

Pokoknya i miss that moment.

MISS YOU ATTENTION WHORES! (:

Katanya sih mau ke apartment rachel. gk tau deh kapan

Warmest Regards.

Love you SO MUCH *smooch,

Ruchelle (:

Broken-hearted girl

2010-04-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, its better to tell the truth rather than lying my self.

I walk, alone. I think, alone. I love, alone.

I lay alone. I laugh alone. I smile alone.

I sad alone. I cry alone. These are my own illness.

I want you for my own. I want to make you mine.

I wrote a poem for you. I sing alone for you.

--00--

Oh sun,

moonlit,

moonbeam,

I see you,

I saw him,

I let him go,

Oh bright,

dark,

evening,

I fell,

I stood,

I dropped,

Hey delilah,

It hurts.

2010-04-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah. It's your post. It's your shout. But it's my comment.

Am i wrong if i said that what you said is wrong? HEY, IT'S MY OPINION! and please appreciate it,

I'm not officially wrong if i said that what you said is wrong, and so on!

I don't have to always tell good critics for you, sometimes it has to tell bad critics. And you were wrong.

I'd given you my good critics,then? i have to give it to you,again? i'm not your Nanny.

Painful?

I'm just saying my correction!

MEN ARE TRASHES!

Note : its my opinion, i'm giving my best sorry if you offended.

Thank You.

HELLO - GOODBYE

2010-03-29T20:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO - GOODBYE

Actually, everyday when i was chatted with him. I always said 'im feeling so sleepy. buh bye :p' or 'my parents told me that i've to sleep :( see y' tomorrow ;p & BYE!'

Unwittingly, its hard. YEA IT IS when i have to sleep and left him. it's actually hard.

And now, he left me alone, without his 'goodbye'.

You're like an indian summer in the middle of winter. Like a hard candy with a surprise center.

SURPRISE CENTER!

....

and when i asked you 'hey, how are you? why'd you deleted me from your contact on bbm'

He just didn't reply my tweet.

For You,

I know you can realize that.

I love You

You know that you're so handsome. yes you know

BUT I DON'T FUCKING CARE WITH THIS ALL! I LOVE THE WAY YOU WERE!

Did you remember? Huh? You're the one who asked me to come to your life

You know i'm just flesh and bones, but with you i feel i'm flying

For you,

my dear, i did it because i'm tired of this all.

NOTE : thanks for all the jokes that you gave to me,

your chat that always made me happy and smile

I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU, DUDE!

I LOVE YOU

My everything

2010-03-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

#nowplaying : Anyone Else But You

Eem, im starting to make it..with a broken heart hahahaha never mind
Im going to tell you about my life....specifically my love life

Actually, it hurts to let him go haha, the one that you loved
But im trying to do it, although it hurts me haha, he deleted me from his contact list on bbm,
Before it, he just played truth or dare with him,
AND NO PROBLEM

He suddenly kill my heart,
He is the one who asked me to come to his life, then he left me with no explanation.
Actually, he REALLY makes me forget my old life, he came then he made it different from before.

anyone else but him

CAN'T YOU IMAGINE??
EVERYDAY he chats with me, he talked to me. he is different
he was making me flying

im crying, suddenly.
I MISS HIS CHIT CHATS
i miss his TRUTH or DARE
the way he talked to me...................
it made me flying,

For you, i hope you know. How much I love you and i wish you were here!

DUFAN!

2010-03-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was so fun! (and tiring)

Whatever, it was still fun!

Me, jeanne (and her boy), garry, jansen, sila, tasya, and audy went to DUFAN!

A park theme at Jakarta :D

First, we have to gather at school at 8:30 AM, but apologize me and tasya, we were late :(

NEXT!

We go to dufan, and guess what? jeanne's driver was driving it with the high speed, or indonesian usually call it ngebut.

Finally, we arrived ancol and we've to buy tickets to entrance it, IDR:Rp. 13.000,00 / person, Rp. 10.000,00 / car haha Jansen, bought it for us, but we have to pay it again for him :/ then we arrived at dufan and we bought tickets IDR:Rp. 150.000,00 / persons haha. first we played eem kicir-kicir (me and garry) and the rest were playing alap-alap (like jet coaster for kids) me and garry were playing it 2 times, haha they left us and go to poci2, we played tornado haha and it was cool!

Then, we went to niagaragara and met the others, haha we played it together! after that, we went to arung jeram, tasya&sila poci2, then eem me&tasya&sila&audy played exteme log "journey to the center of the earth" (it takes a loooongggggggg time to queue it!! like eeem 2 hours!) then, the rest played bum bum car, and perang bintang.

And, finally i want to play pontang pontang, but i want to take audy's phone from jeanne, haha and i heard that halilintar is open!! then we played it! (me, jeanne, adrian, jansen, and garry) haha i sat with garry, jansen alone, adrian with jeanne. then i met tasya&audy&sila, audy takes her phone, me&tasya&sila played halilintar, and the rest were going to mary go round hahah, we played halilintar for 5 times (i played it for 6 times!!) haha, audy played it 2 times!!

Then audy's mum told us that she wants to treat us at bandar jakarta (a seafood restaurant at ancol) she reserved it before, then we were having our dinner there!! UU WHAT A HAPPY US! the restaurant was so full, lucky us audy's mum already reserved it!!

Then tasya's parents pick her because they want to go to having a dinner (again) haha, sila and me go to our house using my car, the rest were using jeanne's car!!

WHAT A WONDERFUL SAT-NITE WITH YOU ALL, guys

xx, ruchelle
note : sorry, we just don't take the photos! :)

INSANE!

2010-03-24T07:38:00.001-07:00

"Loving you is like food to my soul"

THE

BIRD

AND

THE

WORM

You and I, left our troubles far behind..

But i still have just one more question on my mind......

LOVE,

RUCHELLE

Emotional Breakdown.

2010-03-19T04:49:00.000-07:00

I'm alone here..

I'm waiting for you now..

I haven't got your text, but please

Text me, or at least you can greet me on bbm..

You made me so depressed,

It's so hard to forget you.. yeah you know it, right?

You've told me that you will never forget me...

And now?

You leave me alone here, without communication..

I've greeted you,

But i know..

You won't reply it even read it..

Everyone has a heart..

Except you, haha no im just kidding HA-HA-HA

I hope you know,

I LOVE YOU.

SO?

2010-03-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

On Saturday March 6th, i went to java jazz 2010 and it was so fun :D

Well, im going to write something about hypocrite. for me, hypocrite is just like people who can't

'remark' and express it! Well, i hate it. Imagine, if your best-est friend know that your enemy was wrong, but she's scared to tell it to your teacher or else, then she defend your enemy.

Is it fair?

Haha never mind,

Anyway just have a fight with my best-est friend.

endless love

2010-02-27T03:09:00.000-08:00

#nowplaying endless love - glee

I hope, you'll sing this song for me, someday

And i,

i want to share

all my love with you

NO ONE ELSE WILL DO...

And your eyes,

your eyes

they tell me how much you care

Ooh yes, you will always be

MY ENDLESS LOVE

Its what i called "LOVE"

2010-02-27T02:41:00.000-08:00

Its what i called 'LOVE'.

They are the second best place

(of course the first is God)..

to share all about my lovelife, my life and

HIM!

They are my best-est friends! :D

So,

We are cool, right!

I LOVE YOU

2010-02-23T22:12:00.000-08:00

"Love isn't blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less"

Im cough. For you. Im sick. For you. Im tired. For you. My love. Is for you. Im waiting. For your message. I don't know until when, I just want you to know that i never loved someone like i love you. If you die, I would die. You mayn't care if i tell you that everyday, i pray to God. I hope and i wish to God that you can happy with another girl if you don't love me, Someday. Im saving your photo, I checked your profile on twitter everyday. Can't you read that? EVERYDAY. I always checked your quotes for your 'girl'. Well, i hated your girl but what should i do? Im not even your friend! I know the reason why you hated me, because Im loving you. But its hard to forget you, all i need is you. Well, cepet-cepet putus ya ;).. Im waiting for you until my last breath.

I love you,

Ruchelle

I hope..

2010-02-22T02:42:00.000-08:00

"Love is difficult realization that something other oneself is real"

Im hoping that you will be happy there, im just hoping it. I hope someday, you can hold my hand, hug me and walk together. I know its so impossible, but remember NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE. Don't you know? everyday im praying to God, when you will come to me, i know im just a little girl, i don't know everything. BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU. you may hate me, or whatever it. But in the deepest of my heart, you won't run from my heart..

I love you,

Ruchelle

BWERTHDAYYY

2010-02-19T18:28:00.000-08:00

Today is my birthday :) My wish is.......i could make him mine :)

Valentine is coming~

2010-02-12T19:26:00.000-08:00

"and even if the sun refused to shine, even if romance ran out of rhyme, you would still have my heart until the end of time.. you're all i need my love my valentine"

Well, its february 13. it means tomorrow will be valentine's day and im still single. haha whtvr, if someone wants me to be his, i'll don't accept his love bcause im still loving him :( but poor me, he has a girlfriend haha whtvr, i'll make him mine SOMEDAY! wqwq. how's your valentine? ystrday i went to senayan city with my bestest bitches! : @tsya_slpy & @silalian and then we took some photos!! We were fish spa and we'd eaten "ALL YOU CAN EAT" chocolates there!! with just Rp 10.000,00 wqwqwqwq, i don't care if in this valentine, i can't have a candle light dinner with someone i love (read : him) i can celebrate it with my family or my girls & boys!! whtvr, im still loving him. and i need him! PLEASE BE MY VALENTINE!

2010-02-09T01:38:00.001-08:00

I hate you. Im not fucking care with you!

Fear in love makes me crazy. esp. you!

Goodbye baby cutie boy!

2010-02-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHY. I MISS HIM! :(

Last Night

2010-02-05T21:07:00.001-08:00

i found my LOVE

this i promise you.

2010-02-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

"and i will take, you in my arms and hold you right where you belong, till the day this i promise you"

Hell y'. I've seen his photo and I'm Officially Missing Him huh :(. I know that, he doesn't care with me anymore. I miss him :(

Anyway, I just could post this short posting bcause i'm must doing my english GCE 'O' Level's homework :( What a ~~happy~~ sad me,

So bubye pals!,Ruchelle

love

2010-02-03T04:20:00.000-08:00

"there's only 1 thing, 2 do, 3 words 4 you. I LOVE YOU (8)"

haha my iTunes is playing Plain With T's 1,2,3,4. It really reminds me of him, he always text me (hey its long time ago!) i wish that i can make him mine, haha. But its not the first, the first is.............i want to forget him, because its so impossible if i can make him mine! Haha whtvr, I MISS HIM haha, i just have no words to describes my heart to him, he does not know and understand my heart :(, i know that he does not love me, but i do not really care :) I'm so glad that i found him! But i remember when he greeted me on msn, then we chat. then he was sharing his stories about his day, his love or whtvr. and me? just laugh and happy to reply his chat, and now? he forget me! wthvr, anyway i think today is february 3rd and valentine's day is 14th, It almost valentine!! And im still single, i do not care, if someone tell me that he loves me, i'll not accept it bcause i just love him, and i just can not stop loving him! haha, so i choose to be single in this bloody darkestvalentine! haha, anyway, stop thinking about boy, chelle!

well, thats all for today :)
Thousand Kisses, ruchelle

insane..

2010-02-02T01:47:00.000-08:00

"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."

Now playing on my iTunes is because you loved me by celine dion. Don't know why, i miss this song so much. A long time ago, when i was an kindergarten's student, me and my sister often sang this song everyday. haha never mind. anyway, i miss my old life for sure, it was so fun! I miss my elementary, my kindergarten and of course my old life. I miss those time when i was a kid who don't know what is the meaning of L-O-V-E of course, i don't know what is the meaning of love now, but i'm falling in love with someone :( Its hard to forget the people we love right? haha never mind. Im tired of being a junior high's student :( Im tired of being a student!! Im tired of being sick and Im sick of being sick! Haha, school makes me crazy, i must study everyday and i must leave my macbook for hours for study haha what a disgusting? :( . Haha anyway, I need to sleep.

Hugs, Ruchelle

My #2 Posting :D

2010-02-01T02:10:00.000-08:00

"Relationship are like glass..Sometimes its better to leave it broken rather than trying to hurt yourself putting it back together…"

Well, my iTunes is playing now. The song is I'm yours by Jason Mraz haha what an old song haha! Anyway i miss him.. for someone who read it, i hope you know the reason why we were break up. I just love you but i can't have you what a terrible moment! Anyway, I'm tired of being a student! :0 poor me! Anyway, its raining. I love raining :/ it reminds me of him. Huh whatever, anyway Im going to leave my blog. Bubye my sweetie pie!

Kiss Kiss,Ruchelle

2010-02-01T02:04:00.000-08:00

I choose to refresh my blog. I want to make it from the beginner,

Hello I'm Ruchelle. Call me Ruchelle or Ibel or whtvr you want it.

I was so happy because i was born in the world, but now? I hate it! I'm just asking God, why You were choose me to born into this world? I have no boy who loves me who i am. Its really really simple, Im not happy to be single. I hate to falling in love. and Im sick of being in love, and Im sick of being sick. Its right if someone says that i have much best friends, yaa. and its right if someone says that i have a good parents. Yes, its right. But its wrong if someone says that i have a good life. well, i'd like to tell you about my bad life. See you!